Nor will the excuse, this is avant garde writing, work until you learn how to write structured prose. It’s the same thing art teachers tell their students about drawing. If you can’t draw, you’re painting will suck.
But what do teachers, or published writers know? We’re stuck in the long-lost past of Alzheimer’s and ignorance, and never had access to the best drugs. Or read the really good writing being done now in indie graphic novels and on Snapchat.